I’m getting restless
And she can’t fix it
It comes from a heart thats dark and twisted
I’m lonely inside, so nobody can witness
The things of my mind
Yes Im pained with sickness
Surrounded by some people
That I’m supposed to be friends with
They can’t see my soul
They don’t really know
Though I smile as I’m told
Because Gods joy is mine to hold
Can I find the strength to let go?
Can I find peace? Where is the road?
Blinded and beaten, Im about to unfold
BUT I must stand, stand for whats whole.
Lord I don’t know, I just don’t know.